Dear beloved Alan, I hope you know how many people loved your work and everything you did, I love every movie even though it’s not my kind of movie to watch you always were the highlight in then. I love you and your wife Rima, you were a lovely couple, nicest persons to be and were alive. I wish I could have met you and see you in person, to see what they are all talking about, the popular Alan Rickman. If I could thank you for one thing, it is for you even being on this earth, being the moves man to be known to mankind. I love you so much as a actor that it hurts, so deeply it leaves deep hard cuts in my heart, but I’m so thankful for you even being her on this earth. I hope that your wife is doing well, I wish her all the best. And I hope that when you see diagnosed it didn’t hurt because you don’t need that kind of pain, or needed. I wish that your doing well up there, say hello to god if you see him, all the best and I’ll maybe cry again, hope your not watching, but I don’t mind the company, even though I can’t see you, but I’ll stop writing now, hope I’m not to much, just sleep well if you even sleep up there, I wish you sweet dreams. Your young fan.