Dear Alan, How is it possible to be totally in love with a person I never met? How can I still love and miss you even after so many years since you left the world? I hope you know just how much you were loved and adored. I fell in love with you when I first saw you playing Jamie and have adored you ever since. My heart loves alongside your characters, hates, despairs, rejoices... I wanted a love that lasted a lifetime, like you had with Rima, and I am thrilled that you found a love like that with each other. You have quite spoiled me for love, romance and trust. I can but dream.