Dear alan You have been the celebrity of my dreams you are such a good actor and your films bring me the greatest comfort today and to enternity your voice is like a lullably to a restless baby and it could put me to sleep in an instant you have I wish you were still here I'd give anything from money to my soul To have a conversation with you. it's amazing how one can be so obsessed with another person they've never spoken to but I bet our conversation could last for hours the endless possibilities I could imagine we could talk about and I hope one day I can visits your memorial too it's been one of my biggest to do achievement and will be the highlight of my life. even though I'm only young I still belive that you can find comfort in someone who you may have never even spoken to. People think I'm strange or weird for talking about you a or talking about your great acting ability but I don't care what they think all I care about is that your impact in my life is massive and verry meaningful I love you alan