The first time I saw you was when I was 6, watching sense and sensibility. I was your fan, but I never really knew your name officially until two years ago. You mean the world to me, and you helped me through so many things. I only wish I could have spoken to you, just see a glimpse of you, in front of me. I dream for a hug from you, and you have always been my biggest inspiration, Alan. Your work helped me when I was sad, when I felt alone, when the world was too heavy and my heart even heavier. And for that, I thank you. You were such a wonderful man, you were kind, loyal, funny, quiet. I'll always keep you in my heart, and in my mind, when I'll choose a future. I miss you, and I wish I could have told you how much you mean to me. Thank you for Inspiring me. I hope you knew how loved you were.