Dear Alan, Thank you for everything. Thank you for saving my life, thank you for bringing me comfort when I feel down and helpless. Thank you for making an isolated teenage girl feel less alone when she's in her room crying midnight. Thank you for everything you stand for. You have been very inspiring, and you propel me to be a better person. A more kind hearted soul, just like you. Sometimes I think you shouldn't be gone that soon, in such a painful way too. I curse god for giving you all that undeserved pain. I miss you a lot. But then I guess it's the best, since it would probably just break your heart to see how terrible the current state of the world is. You would be disheartened. So live blissfully in heaven, away from all this ludicrous chaos, Alan. Leave it all to us. We'd all carry on your kind spirit and help make the world a better place. I'd never stop fighting. Fighting to improve, fighting for equality, fighting against injustice, fighting to be alive. For you, for others, and for myself. Thank you once again, and you will live for eternity in my heart.