Dear Alan, Its quite bazar to write a passage to a dead man. I hate the word dead , it exemplifies the reason for grief to constantly consume our conscious and rather than celebrate the life you once lived. Your instinctively recognisabe charismatic soul will always bring a sanctuary of safety and peace, for which meny like me frequently visit in order to feel as if we belong. Your career of not only acting but achieving some of the most beautiful and impactful work which serves as a reminder of even our wildest dreams are achievable. My sadness will never stop longing for the pain in which your passing inflicted apon me and others. You saved me. And ill be immensely grateful for that even though ill never get to thank you in person. Thank you alan. You will be remembered, always.